What if I say I'm not like the others?

Puedes fingir que no te importa. Puedes engañar al mundo entero. Pero yo sé que no es así.

You´re making through the pain.


You all hate your children
They're too fat to feed
You're on medication
Taking pills to sleep
I think I'm doing just fine
Compared to what you've been doing
I won't get vaccinated
Insurance costs too much
You think you're so persuasive
But I'm not giving up
Saving my life
It's not what you're doing
I won't justify
The way I live my life
'Cause I'm the one livin' it
Feelin' it, tastin' it
And you're just wasting your time
Trying to throw me a line
When you're the one drowning
I like where I'm at on my back
Floating down in my own riptide
The water is fine
I like to step on cracks
I go against the odds
You think my world is flat
Do I turn you on?
Maybe, yeah I'm wrong
But I like where I'm going
I leave when others stay
I never re-decide
I don't mind if you wait
But I don't waste my time
Crazy is just fine
'Cause I like where I'm going
I remember when it used to be easy
I remember when it wasn't so hard

Mary belongs to the words of a song.
I try to be strong for her, try not to be wrong for her.
But she will not wait for me, anymore, anymore.
Why did I say all those things before? I was sure.
(She is the one), but I have a purpose,
(she is the one), and I have to fight this,
(she is the one), a villian I can't knock down.
I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break, it's all for you.
And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
still I will always fight on for you.
Mary's alive in the bright New York sky,
the city lights shine for her, above them I cry for her.
Everything's small on the ground below, down below.
What if I fall, then where would I go, would she know?
(She is the one), all that I wanted,
(she is the one), and I will be haunted,
(she is the one), this gift is my curse for now.
I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break, it's all for you.
And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
Still I will always fight on for you.
Fight on for you.
Fumbling his confidence
And wond’ring why the world has passed him by
Hoping that he’s meant for more than arguments
And failed attempts to fly, fly
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Dreaming about providence
And whether mice or men have second tries
Maybe we’ve been livin with our eyes half open
Maybe we’re bent and broken, broken
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
We want more than this world’s got to offer
We want more than the wars of our fathers
And everything inside screams for second life
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live
I need love that will release me

keep me honest, keep me happy

I need a peace with understanding

Trying to find a softer landin

I wanna know when I can change this

Or give it up and just embrace it

I need to find a way of letting it go

When everything falls apart

I've taken too much, given up

I am twisted, burnin, breaking up

I need to find a way of letting it go

When everything falls apart

I could try, but I'd never take it

Yell and I will never be heard

You will be my phoenix burn

I could run, but I'd never reach it

Leave but I might never return

You will be my phoenix burn

I wanna push through the undiscovered

Find my answers, leave them uncovered

I wanna speak out what I believe in

That love will heal us, give us our freedom

I wanna see what's on the horizon

Change directions, stop the fightin

I need to find a way of letting it go

When everything falls apart

I've taken too much, given up

I am twisted, burnin, breaking up

I need to find a way of letting it go

When everything falls apart

I could try, but I'd never take it

Yell and I will never be heard

You will be my phoenix burn

I could run, but I'd never reach it

Leave but I might never return

You will be my phoenix burn

Let me burn

I've taken too much, given up

I am twisted, burnin, breaking up

I need to find a way of letting it go

When everything falls apart

I could try, but I'd never take it

Yell and I will never be heard

You will be my phoenix burn

I could run, but I'd never reach it

Leave but I might never return

You will be my phoenix burn
I miss you
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends
I miss you
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head
I miss you

¿Que harias?

Queda prohibido llorar sin aprender, levantarte un día sin saber que hacer, tener miedo a tus recuerdos. Queda prohibido no sonreír a los problemas, no luchar por lo que quieres, abandonarlo todo por miedo, no convertir en realidad tus sueños. Queda prohibido no demostrar tu amor, hacer que alguien pague tus deudas y el mal humor. Queda prohibido dejar a tus amigos, no intentar comprender lo que vivieron juntos, llamarles sólo cuando los necesitas. Queda prohibido no ser tú ante la gente, fingir ante las personas que no te importan, hacerte el gracioso con tal de que te recuerden, olvidar a toda la gente que te quiere. Queda prohibido no hacer las cosas por ti mismo, no creer en Dios y hacer tu destino, tener miedo a la vida y a sus compromisos, no vivir cada día como si fuera un último suspiro. Queda prohibido echar a alguien de menos sin alegrarte, olvidar sus ojos, su risa, todo porque sus caminos han dejado de abrazarse, olvidar su pasado y pagarlo con su presente. Queda prohibido no intentar comprender a las personas, pensar que sus vidas valen mas que la tuya, no saber que cada uno tiene su camino y su dicha. Queda prohibido no crear tu historia, no tener un momento para la gente que te necesita, no comprender que lo que la vida te da, también te lo quita. Queda prohibido no buscar tu felicidad, no vivir tu vida con una actitud positiva, no pensar en que podemos ser mejores, no sentir que sin ti este mundo no sería igual. 
Deberías cambiar radicalmente de estilo de vida y empezar a hacer cosas que antes ni siquiera imaginabas o que nunca te habías atrevido a hacer. Se audaz. Son demasiadas las personas que se sienten infelices y que no toman la iniciativa de cambiar su situación porque se les ha condicionado para que acepten una vida basada en la estabilidad, las convenciones y el conformismo.
Si quieres obtener más de la vida, debes renunciar a una existencia segura y monótona... Tal vez parezca que todo eso nos proporciona serenidad, pero en realidad no hay nada más perjudicial para el espíritu aventurero del hombre que la idea de un futuro estable. El núcleo esencial del alma humana es la pasión por la aventura. La dicha de vivir proviene de nuestros encuentros con experiencias nuevas y de ahí que no haya mejor dicha que vivir con unos horizontes que cambian sin cesar.
You're my could've been, should've been, but never was, and will never be.